Who am I really? You know exactly who I am. You made me, You drew me, You wrote my life before and after and read it. You knew my name before I was even born and spoke it to life. You knew what I would do today and what I will do tomorrow with complete perfect memory and You see me in heaven before I'm even there. You knew what I would be like 20 years from now even when I was still an infant in the womb and it's there that you brought me to life, watched me and took care of me as if I'm Your own son. You loved me from the beginning and even though I love You I know Your love is greater. You spared me from making mistakes that I would always regret and you saved me from people who could ruin my life. Even now I've seen your hand at work before me, shaping my way and leading me to your doorstep. Even now I see you protect me from evils I had no knowledge of and wickedness I only just recently discovered in this world. So God, I know You are great, I know You are true and I know You are the true Master of the Universe... and whatever is beyond that. You are God and I know you are real and I believe in You and what You did for me 2,000 years ago on that cross.... You died for me... You took my cup....
So God I recognize Your power and Your grace and so now I want to open up to you God, I'm tired of playing games in my life and going back and forth between good and evil. They say writing is better than words because words simply fade away but written words stick. So I right my pledge to you God that I do believe you died on the cross for me and that I know I am a child of Your's God. I believe it, so help me believe truly in my heart. As a child of Your's I ask on behalf of my mother that you cure her God and that you take away the thing inside of her. I don't know what else to say Lord, I prevent myself from saying certain things because I know someone might read this but this isn't for them this is for You God. Perhaps I should have written this, but You and I both know I would have never gotten around to it. So God please read this letter... or email... whatever it is and please God bless my mom, bless me, and save my dad. Save my best friend and help my other friend always be close to you. Help my country come back to You God and let them believe in You again and let this become a nation of God once more.... whatever it takes to get it to become that. That's all for now, I should have just said this in prayer but writing calms me and I'd rather write to you. thank you Jesus.